Read Carefully

Today 30th of September

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two
小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

14. Be yourself, don't pretend to be other people so a man/woman will love you. Cause if he/she love who you are, and that what they want you to be.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!
我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

Nth special this few days. Just exam week... Good luck for me ^^Y And read through all the above sentences. Its meaningful !

Where is my love?
♂笨小孩♀
☺Winson☻

Today 26th of September

Feel little disappointed...
After 579 days i love her...
At last i get nothing...
And my 1st kiss for her is meaningless...
She just told me to forget about that day T.T
And now i know what i have done before is meaningless...
Y i just cant have a GF?
Do i look ugly? (yeah i am)
Do i look too huge? (exactly)
Am i poor? (Yes)
Am i too dumb? (I think so)
Is it all the above make me dont have GF?

talk about yesterday..
nth special..
feel so bad luck this few weeks...
last week...
keep on rain then going college with wet clothes...
then somethings bad to my friends and me~
my finger nail break edy...
i have keep it for more than half year..
what a pity to me~
then while playing basketball...
i am going to wack some1...
the fellow really make me angry !
lucky i calm down~
if not i think he will go into hospital...
just for today~
i want sleep already~
bye~

where is my love?
♂笨小孩♀
☺Winson☻

Today 22nd of September
The 579th days that i love Bebe
Is there a miracle for me and her?

Sunday 20th/09/09
Nth special on Sunday~
Wake up on 10am
Then prepare to work...
After reached my company..
Then David said my pc cannot use..
I just speechless~
I dont know what happen of my computer...
About 3.30pm++
Zin Yong suddenly call me...
He told me that his wallet and phone let ppl stolen while going to toilet...
I wonder how he giv ppl stolen~
Then after 8pm finish work went to Sunway and met him...
Then wasted 1hour time to get the useless parking ticket~
After that i went to my aunt's house just for KFC @@"
Drove about 1 hour motor to there..
Chit chat untill 11pm...
Then going back home luh..
While all my aunts' wanna get their car..
A car suddenly bang a cat~
And the cat just in front of my aunt's house~
We all watched the cat untill died~
The cat organs come out from his mouth...
So horible~
After that drove 1 hour motor back home edy...

Monday 21st/09/09
Today dont have working then slept untill 10.30am due to father calls me~
Then having frie meehun as my breakfast that my mum cook de~
About 12pm++ we went to a temple~
Then temple look like Kelantan temple~
Then I and my sister went to let a monk pray for us~
After finish visited the temple~
We went to aunt's house which located in balakong~
Chit chat at there untill 4pm++
After that we went to Jusco~
Having our dinner there~
Aunt's help me called a lamp chop~
Its tasty~
Finished our dinner about 6.30pm already...
Then went home and prepare to fetch Kit Fung~
Cause 2night we have book for the footsal court~
Then we start our footsal at 8.30pm..
Finish about 9.30pm..
1st we prefer to conought yam cha~
After reach conought then we change another place~
They all said want to go to Small Genting~
Then zhi hong's friend said he know the way to go to Small Genting~
Then i just follow him~
Suddenly he said that he forget~
Wasted 1hour++ time find the way to there...
Finally we reach Small genting about 11pm..
After reached there...
We all said too exp then prefer to go back puchong yam cha~
What the...
Then drove about 1 hours++ motor again~
Finally can yam cha already~
But dont have money so just drink 2 glass of "Liong Fun"
After finish out food then suddenly rain~
So i just drove my friend's motor back home...
On the way to home~
Rain going heavy and heavy~
So i prefer stop at Esso petrol station~
And then i take out my phone and saw 4 missed call from hong lim~
When i called him then he told me that Zhi hong accident~
I just shocked~
Nth can help~
Just wish he dont be sad..
I write untill here~
Bye~

Where is my love?
♂BenXiaoHai♀
☺Winson☻

lost in the forest = ="

Today 15th of September
The 572nd day that I love Bebe
Is that a miracel for me and her?

Yesterday... dont had working... weeeee.... sleep untill 2pm ==" what a pig... then watch movie untill 3pm... wah.. my course work havent finish.. i was surprise when i took out my question paper... my question paper full of answers... my sister help me done 90% of the question.. so i just refer to the answer and do.. I found some mistake of the answer... i tot my sister will done correctly all the question @@" cause her math get A1 in spm.. I found out some question dont know how to and i went to my msn and find ppl... Nudge a lot ppl.. then only 2 ppl reply me.. 1st is my jie(Annie) 2nd is Shane.. Luckily Shane can help me answer the questions. Thks ya Xian Xian~ Finished my course work about 5.30pm then bath and ready to college... Then study till 8pm... On the way to home, i try to use the road that Hong Lim told me on Saturday... After that i passed the Sungai Besi toll @@" That time i already feel something wrong... But i still continue the road... Passed by the petrol station that we always meet up when going to Port Dickson @@" So i prefer to use Seri Kembangan road going home... Actualy the road is going to Seremban de... but Hong Lim said that he saw the Puchong signboard so i try the road loh... but he never told me that he follow the Petaling Jaya signboard 1st... let him zhadao~ Then while following the Seri Kembangan road.. I'm totally lost !!! then follow the car... Suddenly no more car already... So i just follow the road untill the end... Pass by a lot house area... When untill the end... feel teriblem at there... The road was dark ! No 1 at the road... and it look like forest~ Then guard house dont have ppl~ so scary... so i returned back~ After that i saw 1 ppl at the road and i quickly went to asked him how to go to Seri Kembangan~ Luckily he know~ If not i really lost in the stupid forest~ Thks to the kind man~ Feel want to eat something now~ I stop right here... take care anyway~

where is my love?
♂笨小孩♀
☺Winson☻

Carlifonia carlifonia

Today 9th of September
The 566th day i still love Bebe
Is that a miracle for me and her?

This morning~
Wake up at 7.30am~
Then went to work about 8.50am..
When i reached office then~
My friend not feeling and borrow my motor and visited doctor
After he came back then he told us a news..
Guess what is it~
A robber get killed by police~!
Stupid indonesia ppl come Malaysia not for work was robe~
Better went back tanam jaggung la~
Then the other robber get catch by police at 7-11..
Then today aply 5 days leave from Head...
But he act dont know~
Yesterdau already infrom him but today never giv me an answer~
Then i called him he only tell me fill in the aplication form..
Somemore need to wait boss feedback !
Useless head Gary~ I like David(my last time head) more than Gary~
Untill finished work he also never giv me an answer !
Ask him go giv money shake better = ="
Then went back home luh~
Wait untill 8pm =D
Is time for gym~ Carlifonia fitness ^^
A lot leng lui today~
Then i went for jogging about 10minute~
After that train my mucles =D
After done training...
I went to outdoor~
Got ppl playing basketball~
Then i went to join them =D
Wah... eat so many elbows whle playing~
kesian me~ kena hit down T.T
My mouth so pain~
After bb then went back home luh~
K la i stop right here~
take care all ^^
Beware of strangers !!!
Dont be the hostage~
And happy 090909 ^^

Where is my love?
♂笨小孩♀
☺Winson☻

Boring~

Today 7th of September
The 564th day i still love Bebe
Is that a miracle for me and her?

Last saturday...
After work then going back to home~
While on the way to home @@"
tyer puncik~ kesian me need to drive slow slow @@"
lucky do not had robber come and robe me~
Then wasted RM27 to repaired my motor @@"
while reparing my motor...
received 1 call from "biscuit"Jum Sam...
He asked me whether got fetch him to play bb or not..
After done repair then i rush to his house and fetch him...
While going to wawasan~
My sister sent me a msg..
Guess what's it~
Gosh~ her friend let 3 fxxking robber robe 2k++
I just shocked that time @@"
after reach Wawasan...
then heard a bad news from Kit Fung..
He didnt had place to sleep...
He let their parent kicked out from the house...
kesian him~
After bb we went to kueenz yam cha~
suddenly rain~ stupid sky~
i wonder how kit fung where to sleep @@"
then went back home in the rain T.T

Yesterday...
Wake up at 10am...
then went to work...
so so so boring and lonely..
and there is only 2 ppl work for sunday..
after 6pm left me alone in the office~
listen Mr Lonely song till went back to home~
normaly i worked untill 8pm..
but yesterday i worked till 9pm..
cause need to finish my work..
at last i also havent finish it !
Then went back home edy....
alone in the house again~
kesian me always alone geh...
where were those ppl?
luckily got sarah, jiahui, annie jie, and tuck poh chat at the facebook~
thks ya~

Today...
wake up at 11am...
actualy can sleep till noon de...
but stupid neighbor renovation his house..
so noisy... make me cant sleep...
then having 1 dumpling and strawberry juice for my breakfast~
then about 2pm go make fresh manggo blanded to eat =D
its nice =D
and now is 2.20pm edy...
need to finish my homework and assignment !
later 6.30pm still got class..
well, the time has come for me to get my pen and finish my homework~
tatazz~

where is my love?
♂笨小孩♀
☺Winson☻

alone...

Today 5th of September
The 562nd days i love Bebe
Is that a miracle for me and her?

2 months didnt write my blog edy....
a lot things had happened for me...
study... assignment... work...
kinda busy everyday...
after work then need to drive 40minutes motor to college...
i hope nth will happen on me while driving...
haizz..
tired with the things i done everyday..
i am tired...
nowadays i feeling so lonely..
everybody is busy with their study.. or BF/GF
i wonder how many friends i still left...
as time passed very fast...
i realize that study is important...
but it is to late...
talking about today...
today a...
same lo...
repeated the things i had done for yesterday..
work... study...
ish ish..
today forget bring my key back and leave it in the office..
pity for me need to go to office and take the key T.T
about 10 something i call wai keat..
no answer me..
wanna ask him to watch movie geh...
then i call for zinyong..
no answer me also T.T
then i call Feliz Bebe...
she is busy with her study...
haiz..
no1 care me already...
just for today....
i hope there will be a friend beside me while i am alone..


where is my love?
♂BenXiaoHai♀
☺Winson☻

Busy Day

Today 11st of July
The 506th days I Love Bebe

Last week... after i went back to home and i went to my aquarium then something bad happen. My little chubby fish's eyes let the other fish ate. @@' what the.... totaly blind already @@" I dont know how he can survive without eyes....


This my little chubby fish while his eyes havent gone...


And now his eyes gone.... argh....

I dont know how he swim without eyes. Luckyly he dead after few days. This is good for him. And last 2 days, it was Thursday, while finish my lunch time then I and my friend went back to office. On the way, I saw a girl talking with me, i thought she want me to help her open the door. But her face look very nervous so that i walk toward her and I watch into the stair. OMG... 3ppl carying a fainted ppl down. Then i quickly went up and hug the ppl into the car. What a healtless guyz. @@" As yesterday, finish my work at 5pm then went back home and prepared to college. I going college about 5.50pm. Umm on the way to college, it was trafic jam. Zzzz hate it so much. The stupid trafic police stop our lane and let the other lane's car to cross the road. It take about 10 minutes to wait at the trafic light. Damn it.... Gosh while reaching Time Square, it was an accident. An uncle was bang by a motorcycle and i just behind the motorcycle @@" The uncle didnt noticed the motorcycle comming toward him so that he straigh away come out from the road. Then in front of me that motorcycle drive too fast and didnt noticed the uncle then bang the uncle leg. Luckly I smart didnt follow the motor so near @@" Wah i saw the uncle keep holding his leg. I dont know whether his leg was break or not @@" It look hurt ! Then i went down and help to take the motorcycle up. Wah going to late to college then I dont care so much and rush again @@" I lazy write already... So stop here.. Tataz guyz.. Take care and becareful on the road.

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Bored...

Today 25th of June
The 490th day i love Bebe

Luckily this few days i can sleep properly as my injury places were recover 20% Aikz.... yesterday starting work already, need to continue my boring life again.... Wake up --> work --> go home --> dinner --> movie --> sleep - -" everyday do the samething again.... But yesterday, i different =p I received call from my sister and asked me went to night market Taman Conought. After work then went back home luh.... Wah its rain !!! Although was rain, but we still went to the night market =p We reach night market about 9pm++ Its still rain so we decide walk in the walk and bought our food. After get out food, so my eldest sister asking my 2nd sister to fetch him to Leisure Mall awhile and my that noobest 2nd keep on scold scold scold... dont her feel anoying? Got car drive but dont have money to pay for petrol? shit man... At last i use RM10 to shut her mouth... what a fucking sister... After that, when we reach home then my mum nag on me again... wtf so anoying... want eat but dont want wait... wtf.... k la... dont know what to write already... I still love you Bebe... Waiting for u... take care all...

Suffering Day

Today 23rd of June
The 488th days i love Bebe

Yesterday night, cant sleep well due to my injury leg, ass and hand. I slept around 1am++ at living room and then 3am wake up... my wound so pain ! after that i went to my room and continue slept again.. My injury places were so pain so i prefer to go to living room and slept again... untill 6am... wake up again~ So pain... cant even slept well... argh... so i went to my room and slept untill 10am++ Cant continue my slept so i wake up already.. Then walk to living hall and take my dinner... After that waiting my sister fetch me to the clinic and wash my wound !!! Ouch~~ the nurse spray the medicine on my wound then using a bandage to wipe my wound... wah.. it was hurt man !!! Lucky my wound already recover 10% T.T...

~.~ see my leg... hurt man !

This is my hand~~~

And this is my ass(side view)

Imaging how i gonna to sleep... Then about 8pm++ me and family went to aunt's house and having our dinner... curry fish head.. nice.. Wah wah... guess what happen after dinner... My grandmother gave me RM50... woot so good... So we sit untill 12am++ only went back home... Then my sister prefer to go yam cha.. wah i so fat edy... still everyday "siu ye" We finish it untill 1am++ so late... Then went home and bath loh... k la thats all for today.. i gonna rest~ take care all my friends... Nitezzzz

Bad Luck's Day

Today 21June 2009
The 487th day i love Bebe

Long time didnt write my blog already.... sry for late updating loh... pls forgive me... This few days so bad luck. Thusday, when i was going bath with my phone, my hand suddently hit the cupboard and my phone drop from my hand. Damn it, i tot dont had any problem. When i took up my phone i tot my screen was stick by 1 hair... but when i trying to clean it, i found out my screen already break.. no more touch screen... zzz. Then saturday, about 7pm++ feel so boring then find sarah and chat chat.. she is sexy and cute =D We chat untill 8pm++ then i go back hom already loh. After that, about 9pm, i went to friends house and play basketball. So bored that day.. dont have ppl come out and play de.. We went to mamak stall to yam cha after finished out basketball... After yam cha, we prefer went to somewhere near my house... argh.. while on the way to there, i accident !!! Here is some of my injured picture~


Wah my leg~~ So Hurt neh...

This is my ass... cant sit or sleep now~~

And this is my hand !

See... so hurt... dont fooling around on the road... if not u will be like me... cant sleep.. cant sit.. cant shit... so cham now... After that, i went back home and take money from mumy. After get the money we went to puchong and visit a 24hours clinic. I dont know whether the doctor know to wash the wound or not. It pain ! and after washing the doctor dont even help me bandage my wound ! It cost rm100 somemore. Dont have mc also... Totally suck 1 the clinic.. Finish my treatment, then i went back home loh... When i trying to sleep... It was hurt ! i cant even sit... Cant even turn left or right... argh... so suffer.. sleep 1 hour wake 1 time... untill 7am i prefer to go to living room to sleep.... Haizzzzz hurt ! k lah i write untill here.... Bye all... take care all especialy for those who drive motor or car...

She has change.... She dont even want answer my phone nowadays... haiz.. feel hurt when i using the other number to call her and she answer my phone... what can i do? waiting or keep hurting?

Sunny Day

Today 6th of April
The 409th I love Bebe

This few feek feeling so alone. Call bebe few weeks but just answer me 3 or 4 times. Normally today want go watch movie with her. But i think no more chance bah~ Still have 7months i need to exam again my SPM but i havent start my study yet. Everyday need to work. Dont have so much time to study. What should i do now? And i need teacher teach me~~ Who can teach me? T.T haizzz

Sunny Day

Today, 24th of March
The 396th days i love Bebe

I just came back from Bali Island on 21 March. It was quite hot there. Even in the International Airport also hot~ I went for Bali island for 4days and 3 night with my relative. The 1st day was on 18th March. We reached Bali Island about 7pm. Omg.. there 7pm almost like malaysia 10pm already. Its dark~ After that our tour leader bring us to have our dinner 1st. Yuck~ Bali foods were not tasty. This was the restaurant.

After finished our dinner then we went to our hotel and check in luh~ Check in also need to wait about half hour. So cham~ This is my Hotel who call Romanyana Hotel. Quite nice right? But its hot there. The lobby didnt had any air-con~~~

So after check in we went to our room and put our bag. Then we went to shopping loh. Its tiring so that my cousin and I went back for hotel and sleep loh... But my grandmum and other uncles and aunts went to massage~ The next day, after having our breakfast then we went to watch their tradition dance.


Their dance was quite funny. I can laugh all they way untill the dance was end. After that we went to volcano place to have our lunch~ Look there... that is the volcano~~



After lunch we took one and the half hour car to a temple... There is a lot ppl~ Actually that day was their new year~ So they went to the temple and pray~~


Ar... when in the temple need to wear salong~ T.T so cham.. I look like a malay now~ I am the tallest 1 o.O!



After visited the temple is around 6pm so is time to have our dinner~ The restaurant look nice but the food just little. Here is the restaurant and the food.





After having our dinner then we went back for our hotel luh... About 12am.. we all feel hungry.. so we all went to the hotel restaurant and eat luh..



The 3rd days, we went to beach~ We going to play parasailing luh~~ This is me.. get rdy to fly luh~~~




Actually they want went for the other island through the boat... Due to my grandmum legs cant walk so they decide went to other temple. We take 2 hours car and went to this temple~~






After visited this temple we went to other temple~ The temple was in the middle of the sea~ A lot ppl play surf board at the sea~~ So nice~





Its pretty cool right? Temple in the middle of the sea~ Normally can walk to there.. due is too late so we cannot walk to the temple already cause the sea water was higher than the stone~ After visited the temple, its about 6pm so we went to beach and having our last day dinner~





After dinner we went back to our hotel luh... On the way~ we had went to the Disco Techque who let the bitch bomb~ About 300 ppl died in the disco~ So we reach our hotel about 8pm. Then my cousin and i went to the swimming pool and swim awhile. After swimming we need to pack our bag edy cause tomorrow need to went back Malaysia edy~ k la i stop right here~ its tired now... take care everybody~ Bebe miss u.. lub u 4ever !!!

Rain Day

Today, 15th of March
The 387th day i love Bebe

Long time didnt write my blog already. Yesterday after work i heard a bad news from my Bebe, that was my friend's father was pass away~ Then Bebe called me went to friend's house and visited her. So after work i having my dinner alone at mamak stall T.T About 9pm we all gather at my friend's house. She was a strong girl. After that we waiting karheng come. That fellow 11pm only arrived there. About 11pm++ we all went back home luh... Bebe i lub u 4ever~ ^^ U also must be a strong girl~